Thursday, February 21, 2008
sometimes tutoring makes me feel so guilty.
yes, I stare blankly into space the whole time. Well, almost.
yes, I just assign assessment books for her to do. Something she can do without me.
yes, I mark the exercises based on answer keys behind. And usually there's nothing much for me to explain.
yes, when she asks me questions, I ask for her school textbook and paraphrased from there. Sometimes I ask for a dictionary when she asks me definitions of words.
I feel so much like a free-loader. I feel as if I'm paid just for my presence to be there. And that's a pretty hefty pay in my opinion.
It was agreed to be 23.50 per hour.
Then I offered to accept just 22 per hour.
On knowing I'll be coming 3 times a week for 2-hour sessions, I slashed it to 20 per hour.
And because I still don't feel I should be placed with that value, I found myself 'over-running' the sessions by 10-15 minutes each time.
Maybe I'm just so weird.
人生是黑白的.
11:43 PM <3
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