Saturday, November 05, 2005
whee.. juz saw Fish Leong in person for the 4th time, to collect my 3rd autograph from her..
i tink im really mad. Every second is ticking away in my countdown timer to A levels, but still, i took a few hours off to support her. But really, if i dun go, i wun feel good too.. heh.
When WX and i reached junction 8, Fish juz came out and sang her 'si lu'. And im still superbly amazed by her singing power.. this song really shows it all.. Then took alot of photos of her and videoed her singing lor.. but i'll only upload the photos after A levels ba..
it is autograph session after another song, 'lu'. Then we joined the queue. Well, though the queue's rather short, but i tink its not bad already, considering there's stefanie sun's autograph session elsewhere at around the same time..
Right right. Den as i was approaching her in the queue, i was trying to wipe off the sweat in my palm la.. soon after, the moment comes.
She was looking at my album cover and signing on it. Then i bent down, to around her head level, then told her...
"Jing ru, ni zui bang!"
"Huh?"
"NI ZUI BANG!"
"oh! XIE XIE!!!!!~ =) " And as she thanked me, she shook hands with me and looked directly into my eyes and smiled.
Then the next in queue was WX ma, so i stood on there to wait for him.
WX: "Jing ru, ni ke yi bang wo qian wo de jiang yi ma?" (jing ru, can you sign my notes as well?)
Fish didnt really catch what he was saying, but the assistant told him cannot...
Then after shaking hands with him and thanking him and looking into his eyes and smile,
SHE THREW ANOTHER GLIMPSE AT ME AND SMILED AGAIN.
=Lost my senses.= I actually got a bonus glimpse by her. how great.
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I really like her sincerity. She made it a point to
shake everyone's hands,
look into the eyes of the person, and
thank him/her with a
wide grin. Its really a good attitude.. though it would be impossible to remember each and every one of her fans' looks, she gave her fans the assurance that she values everyone.
Though this is already the 4th time i see her in person, with 3 of them being similar autograph sessions like today's, i guess i would still continue to support her ba.. What can be worse than having to travel so long to bishan for this short session, in juz 2.5 days away from A levels?
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hmmm, I guess i wont update anymore until A levels arrive.
Am i prepared?
i duno. i juz feel lost.
this feeling seems to be greater than during prelims.. its like, when i read through my notes, i think i noe the concepts and theories behind them, since the notes have been read many times already.
But, do i really noe them? If i do, den why do i still scratch my head and give ridiculous answers in the past-year practice papers?
s-i-g-h.
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Really good luck to everyone who's in this with me. The reason why we are in this education system for 12 full years, is because of the next 20 days or so. We've waited for the papers for 12 years.. so there's nothing less than giving your full best shot. JIAYOU.
人生是黑白的.
5:55 PM <3
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Friday, November 04, 2005
Severe Overcrowding at my house..
My 4-room small flat has an optimum capacity of 5 ppl.. but last nite saw the number exceeded by 200%.. cos, 11 malaysian relatives came and put up for the night. So, it was quite interesting how 16 people found their own sleeping spots for the night.
well, im the luckiest, cos i was assigned back to my own bed. And unlike others, i had the whole bed to myself. Well, but thats my mum's wish la, cos she hoped that i can have good rest these days.. With such support and love from my family and relatives, i guess there's NO excuse why i shudn't be working extra hard. yup.
to my ever-supporting family: i will do my best and reciprocate back one day.. Wait for me..
人生是黑白的.
6:51 PM <3
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BAD NEWS- Malaysian relatives will be coming to my small and tiny humble house to stay for 2 or 3 nights over the hari raya period.. Well, dun get me wrong. I really really really welcome them, furthermore it livens up the house la.. and they are really nice ppl too..
but the thing is, they come at the wrong time la.
Think about this:
If you pass by the living room and see them gambling, won't your heart itch?Lol. I guess i am gonna have lots of difficulties to combat this. ARGH. I really cant resist the temptation of gambling.. lol. HOW.
Shall i just seek refuge elsewhere? Furthermore, my noisy cousins will surely rock my house down, rendering it unconducive for studying. I guess i shall find a good place to mug out whole day whole night. Any suggestions??
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GOOD NEWSPerhaps its not really good news la, but at least it keeps my spirits high la..
- Fish Leong coming singapore on Wed. Then there'll be an autograph session on sat.. I noe i shouldnt be doing this, BUT i've made up my mind to go to junction 8 that day to let her sign on the album. Cos if i dun go, it would be at least 1 year b4 i c fish leong in person, and who noes, i may be stuck in army when she next comes. So, yup, its decided. i'll definitely make up for the few hours that are sacrificed to see her.
I realise nowadays small small things can make my day. Perhaps cos the life that im leading in the past 2 weeks is just too...dull. Mugging unproductively certainly increases your stress level. But heck, im only 7 days away from the 1st paper. Productive or not, i still must hang on.
yes, hang on. freedom is exactly 25 days away.
人生是黑白的.
9:46 PM <3
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arghhhhhhhh
i guess what i really need is someone to SCOLD ME. please please please please scold me if you see me online... PLEASE. cos i really cant stand the temptation.. my hands will never want to coordinate with my brain.. haix.
coming online wastes time
coming online wastes electricity
coming online wastes money
coming online reduces the possibility that i can complete my syllabus
coming online is useless
coming online will only harm me
coming online will spoil my eyesight
coming online may affect my results
coming online is stupid
coming online is crazy
coming online wont help me in anything
right. stop coming online unless there is a need. dun forget, the final showdown is just days away. no time to lose. CLEAR?
人生是黑白的.
7:47 PM <3
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