Alright, im just back from the 3-night sailing..
For the very first time, i threw up, not exactly knowing why either, because the sea state wasn't as rough as the previous few sailings. But the great discomfort of things stuck up your chest and all the way up your throat was quite unbearable.. And it came so sudden that I didn't have time to prepare for it.
And something rather weird happened, but i guess it is too sensitive to bring up here...
Anyway im glad its over. 2 more weeks of long sailings, before May arrives.
And today on my way home, I overheard in the radio that S.H.E's new album, the 10th, will be out in mid-May. The album title is "PLAY".
The first single will debut Asia-wide on 16 April, this coming Monday. The title of this first zhu da is 中国话.
人生是黑白的.
11:37 PM <3
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心是蛮灰暗的。甚至有点小忧郁。
可能大家会觉得奇怪，为什么一个四天三夜的航海会让我的心情变得那么不乐观？
是恐惧？是有阴影？是认为自己无法承受？
说实在的，我在航海时所面对的压力是蛮庞大的。这是因为我的工作本分的关系。在过去的航海经验里，有几次是被臭骂过，那是因为自己的疏忽，差点酿成撞船悲剧。你看，要把全船五十人的性命交在我手上，我还真的担当不起。要做个导航员看似简单，不过责任重大啊！
再说，四月分又有那么多航海日，真让我吃不消！本星期有四天三夜，下星期有三天两夜，后个星期又是四天三夜！你说，我的心情如何好起来？
看来，除了慢慢等待时间过去，我也没别他办法了吧？出海时，没有通讯系统，也不能做好多事情的。这也让时间看似过得特别慢了。
哎呀，怎么办呢。。
我想我也只能以假笑容来掩饰内心的灰暗，以假潇洒来隐藏心里一切的不安了。。
人生是黑白的.
11:00 PM <3
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