I feel like im just lost somewhere in this world...
I cant seem to find an identity..
Random thoughts just do gather sometimes, especially when u decide to sit down and just purely stone.
Today's 4-hour-long of stoning in the midst of Orchard Road, looking at all the passers-by streaming through the beautiful and lazing saturday afternoon, kept my thoughts running.
Really random thoughts.
Personal thoughts.
Mature imaginations.
It seemed as if i have all the time in the world.
Thats a small taste of the kind of ideal life that i fantasize.
However ideal it may be, I know I live in the real world.
But occasional escapism can keep me recharged.
Lost. I wonder if anyone shares my thoughts?~
人生是黑白的.
9:31 PM <3
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Let's have a sneak peek at the restricted beautiful tekong island... On the day of pop, 080306.
Yep, this is the HQ building that we must walk by every book in/book out..
And this is the drill team from our company.. hey, i was part of this team ok... AND dun get me wrong.. i
quitted on my own accord.. WHY? Cos im tempted by the long long hours of free time that non-drill-team-members got to enjoy.. See how influential those lazy section-mates of mine can be..
Cougar Company marching in... Try spotting me!!!!
Obviously its kinda hard to spot me inside that pict... ANd yahlah, this too...
Marching past the audience....
Mum putting the jockey cap on me...
And posed with her.....
But how can i forget dad?
Celebrations everywhere.. Bidding farewell & taking pictures...All trying to cherish the last monents of BMT camaraderie and the last bits of memories of tekong..
My section 4 mates.. But apparently, not many were looking at my dad's camera.. So i'll have to wait for a nicer foto sent to me before posting it up..
Me and my buddy.
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More fotos.. taken in bunk..
This was GAMES DAY, which was on the eve of pop.. We were the lousiest cheerleading team around, to be very frank, cos of the lack of time to prepare.. And i tried to be act seh by painting half my face silver, only to realise its a very very bad move. COs by the end of the event, after i washed away my face, im shocked to see a
half-fair, half-dark face. But of cos, im clever enough to resist posting up pictures that reveal this cock-face of mine up..
My section-mates again.
And im still waiting for more picts to be sent over. So to the relevant ppl, hurry up leh.................................................................
人生是黑白的.
10:43 PM <3
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I accidentally chanced upon this photo this afternoon...
And i realised how i missed school days. How i missed the fun secondary school life. And of cos, the good old dhsnpcc.
人生是黑白的.
5:43 PM <3
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Yesterday was POP! It marked the end of my days as a recruit, and also the end of the very basic part of army life.. From today onwards, i'll be addressed by a different rank, and a different responsibility will be demanded from me..
POP yesterday wasnt bad.. After 3 days of rehearsals, everyone was good to go, and kinda excited to end the bmt phase with a bang.. the cheers and claps from the crowd was quite encouraging too.. but still, there were ppl who dropped rifles, AND the parade commander even gave a seriously wrong command..
With the end of BMT, it means i'll come to miss a few tings..
1. My number, C2439
2. My bunk, my bed, my cupboard
3. The freedom of doing the wrong tings anytime u like, without being charged
4. My bunkmates and each of their habits
5. The nightly food galores
6. My company commanders and their humour & entertainment
7. The rights of a recruit..(7 hours of slp etc)
And thats y i cant bear to pop...
人生是黑白的.
1:08 PM <3
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wow, time flies yet again.
i had just completed the gruelling 24km route march last nite.. and i muz say, im soooo relieved. i can vividly remember how distasteful the 12km was, a few weeks ago, which almost took half my life away..and back then, i cant imagine how could i ever do the 24km one..
But i did it. Its a personal feat.
The 9-hour route march wasnt as bad as i thought at the start of BMT, and i actually endured the heat, the sweat, the 14 big and small blisters on my feet, and even the 10-kg fieldpack that was pressing cruelly on my shoulders. My endurance level had certainly increased..
And yup, 3 more days to passing-out day..
And as wad i've mentioned before, i cant bear to POP.. Being a recruit is really fun n relaxing, in the sense that there's no worries and responsiblities to undertake.. sometimes i hope bmt is longer, at the expense of the 22-month-long NS life of cos.. But wadever the case, life still has to go on rite..
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Oh, and today's both a book-out day and book-in day.. so its someting like a 13 hour break.. but its still sufficient for me to meet up with sqdmates for a marche lunch, to send off jinhui to his enlistment next week, which is when the block leave starts.. woohoo.
人生是黑白的.
8:47 PM <3
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And this is the drill team from our company.. hey, i was part of this team ok... AND dun get me wrong.. i quitted on my own accord.. WHY? Cos im tempted by the long long hours of free time that non-drill-team-members got to enjoy.. See how influential those lazy section-mates of mine can be..
Cougar Company marching in... Try spotting me!!!!
Obviously its kinda hard to spot me inside that pict... ANd yahlah, this too...
And posed with her.....
But how can i forget dad?
Me and my buddy.
I accidentally chanced upon this photo this afternoon...