Sometimes, there's just this feel of awkwardness when u r in a group of company and then there's this added character, who is there because he knows a person in that group.
Awkward, because it's not possible for the person-in-question to be fully assimilated to the group and understand them. And then, there would be attempts by the group's members to break the ice, only to end up in an embarrassing silence somewhere, somehow. And conversations would be, at best, superficial or half-hearted.
And so when i knew the outing today would be like that, i wasn't that interested to go, since I would be that person-in-question. But, as always, it isn't me to reject people, right..
It turned out not bad actually. The movie wasn't bad, and then dinner, followed by a strategic game of Citadel. It's kinda cool that Youshen and his gang actually meet up occasionally to play such high-class games.
Which reminds me, where are my ♠Spades♠ khakis?
人生是黑白的.
10:44 PM <3
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