morning was kinda bad.
气愤 --> 气馁 --> 失望 --> 绝望. In that Order.
I really, really, really, envy my friends from other ships. Just any other ships. Or even those from the army. To think I was happily counting down to my last 100. The unfair routines are taking its toll on me. 跳海算了.
Anyway, last 100 days countdown begins tmr.
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My ORD Japan trip just got a powerful boost today, with the bookings of the accomodation today. And tmr we'll be buying the air tickets. Kinda cool, cos we are going free and easy, planning our own trip and have all the freedom we like.
Yes, freedom. IS. important.
人生是黑白的.
11:25 PM <3
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