Wednesday, March 01, 2006
I was praying and hoping for this set of results:
AAAB MM B3
But i got this instead:
AAAB UU A2
But seriously, i am satisfied, really. No matter how ugly the 2 "UNGRADED" are printed on the tiny results slip, and no matter how i've wasted extra money and time to have those 2 lovely words printed on it, im still satisfied, cos i've expected someting worse..(and thats y i was praying for 3As, which had become my ideal grade)
And im so proud of both cy and wl, cos they are both top scorers in our school, with a staggering 7 distinctions.. no wonder mr desai seemed smiley today..
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recalling this afternoon, i guess i was going through the worst moments of my life so far.. Stepping into the school hall for the last time doesnt feel good at all.. Panicky ppl around me just made my jittery feel even worse.. And i didnt dare to look at mr desai as well, cos i really didnt want him to show me any face of disappointment..
then comes the overall review of the results.. soon, it was the flashing of names of 3As and 4As on the screen.. page by page the screen changed, and screams broke out from all over the hall...
As i see the class order slowly progressing to "07", i felt an increasing pressure in my heart.. i became increasingly breathless and my palms went icy cold.. I had the urge to close my eyes and didnt wanna look at the reality in front. Then suddenly, wl was tapping me from the right and ys from the left. My eyes focused ahead and squinted a little. Blinked another time and looked. I actually see my name! My blood pressure dropped instantly and felt a deep relief. All's over.
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人生是黑白的.
11:59 PM <3
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