Wednesday, December 14, 2005
well, finally i brought myself to run today---for the first time after exams. My, i've procrastinated for such a damn long time... sighz... im always always so lazy la.. but at least.. today i was able to drag myself out of bed, though the weather was sooo nice n cooling... and i found that my stamina has gone down steeply.. only ran consistently for 16:45 before i was panting hard liao.. ok, with this in mind, i WILL go for regular jogs until i regain my stamina!!!
today i had my 2nd driving lesson. And for the 1.5 hours, my uncle still let me practiced left turning... cos i was still not prepared to proceed to learn right turning... UGH. so lousy la... though for today's lesson, the number of mistakes wasnt that much as the 1st, but still, MAJOR mistakes still exist.. Sigh. If this goes on, i'll be wasting so much time on the basics lor.. i hope i can really progress and get past this stage in the next lesson ba... Driving is really a skill that i must master. SOOO many ppl can do it, WHY cant i right? Yes.
And yeah, i wanna tell friends who are currently feeling down for all the various reasons, that life isnt as smooth sailing all the time. There are certainly times when u surely are bound to experience setbacks. its just sooner or later la. Actually, no matter what, i still strongly believe that heaven/god is more or less fair... If you dun succeed now, ur chance will come later, and when it finally comes, u'll realise that u will enjoy the success even more, cos of the initial tastes of failure. wudnt that be more satisfying? i believe so la.. thats y i love to take tings in my stride, cos i really believe that, if something is fated to be yours, it will land in ur hands sooner or later. If its not meant to be yours, even if u use unscrupulous ways to earn it, you'll lose it in the end! So, i guess its only wise to lead a carefree life and not think so much about everything. Personally, i admit im a worrywart, but still i'll accept whatever that heaven gives me. And when u're alone, look into the mirror, and give urself a smile. Life's beautiful. Isnt it?
人生是黑白的.
11:33 PM <3
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