THIS IS SO DAMN MESSY.
The immediate week after A levels (from 26 nov to 4th dec) is the week that is giving me problems right now. ARGH. VEXING AHH.
The cause of the problem:: 3 events that happen to clash by chance.
1. OCIP Reminiscing Trip: SABAH Episode 2.Why i have to go: Last year's OCIP really left a great impact on me, so much so that i was really reluctant to return to singapore. To give up on the only chance to return to the village again, is tantamount to killing me.
2. Class ChaletWhy i have to go: This is the first and only class chalet we r gonna have, cos from next year, everyone will be in different parts of the world already. Our scholar friends will have to return to their home countries on the 7th, and i foresee some of us will further studies overseas. There WON'T be a 2nd chance to have a class chalet TOGETHER, right?
3. Squad PlansWhy i have to go: Well, yehlin will be enlisting on 2nd, and it won't be sure when the squad can have another outing or dinner TOGETHER, in the near future. Cos, some of us will be enlisting pretty soon and others will be planning for their university paths.
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The possible solution:: Postpone class chalet, Make alternative squad plans or forgo it and go for Sabah trip.
Why this is chosen: Sabah trip part 2 is the last opportunity to get all of us together to go back already. Im pretty certain there wun be another chance in my lifetime. So i'll definitely return. Class chalet can be postponed to 4-6th or 5-7th, so that ys and i can attend after the trip, and the scholars haven return home yet.
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The barrier to the solution:: Our CT and his grad nite theory
Having the chalet rescheduled to 4-6th or 5-7th means it would clash with grad nite. And this is very likely to face great problems with CT. Why? We would be seen as boycotting the event. BUT WE SERIOUSLY AREN'T LA. What for? Though its well-known fact that the current SC batch is juz simply incompetent and really pales in ability compared to other batches, thats not the reason why we arent going grad la. Isn't cost a greater put-off?
Spare a thot for me, pls. Im going Sabah and there's class chalet too. I have many other personal plans after the exams too. I wun have much excess liquidity to spend on grad nite, which still excludes the compulsory implicit costs of buying new clothes for the event. My dad will skin me for spending sooo much la. Grad nite is a sure no-no for me. I am totally broke. Spare me.
The class has long decided not to go lor. We are bent on it already, so its no use to try to persuade us la. spending another 3 hours of talk wun change us. So, since we aren't going grad nite no matter what, will it still matter if we arrange the chalet DURING grad? Even if it isnt during grad, we wun be going still rite?
im really tired of the grad nite issue la. As of thursday, the numbers have gone up to about 300. The event wun be called off afterall, i hope. And i seriously hope its not called off. Not only because i dun hope the teachers forfeit the deposit, i oso hope that my CT will stop pestering us once the grad nite event can proceed. Hopefully the 350-number can be reached asap. And hopefully AFTER the number is reached, our class can be spared.
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Hope all turns well on monday. Esp the last hurdle with CT. If it turns well, my plans will be settled. Grrrr.
人生是黑白的.
1:30 AM <3
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