today got back 2 papers.. phy n chem.. did really badly la.. haiZz..
phy got 58% lor, den chem only 43%..
to be really frank wif myself, when i got back the papers, i wasnt even the least disappointed.. cos actually i've long expected this results la.. when i sat for the papers during jct and after i handed in, i knew wad will b the outcome lor. so really honestly, i din even feel disappointed..at all. but really la, this is not at all satisfying and i really really wanna buck up liao.. THIS TIME IS FOR REAL. i've made a pact wif myself liao and this time IM REALLY gonna follow. hello, prelims is 9 weeks away only and the A levels is NO joking matter lor. One wrong step = One big turning point in life. NO way am i gonna gamble this away...
this jct i got damn lousy results????? NEVER MIND. this is the last time im seeing such results already. but i feel abit bad la.. cos i tink ive let down mr D and mr andy.. hai.. im so sorry.. but i promise i shall put in my full force in the next 9 weeks. thank you jct too, for waking me up. im now awoken, and i shall pay my full attention on studies..
den today oso went bg for training. its the very last training b4 pop day. today gave sec2s 3rd class drill test too.. den MY VOICE IS STILL NOT BACK. so really had difficulties shouting la.. hope my voice will be back very soon lor.. muz be back by pop yea?? Hmm. still need to prepare alot of things for pop sia.. but nvm la.. its ok de.
well.. ya. thats all for today lor. sian la. will get back more papers in the next 2 days.. i can foresee poor results too.. but Hey, its the last time im seeing such results alraedy!!
人生是黑白的.
7:42 PM <3
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