GOSH! didnt realise that napfa test is next week... this leaves me juz 9 days to do wadever i need to improve.. oh.. well.. though last year i got GOLD, but it was purely purely tyco lor.. cos my broad jump landed JUST COINCIDENTALLY on 230cm, the very minimum for a 'C'.. den the ting is, this year ive been trying for so many times, i still couldnt get to the 230 mark.. furthermore, for 18 year-olds, the standard for a 'C' is raised to 232cm.. hai.. i wanna keep the gold leh.. haha. but den, if really really really cant get a gold this year, MUZ get silver ahhhh!! cos if cant get silver, muz serve 4 weeks more in NS.. which is like, AARRGGHH lor.. juz hope that shuttle run and broad jump wun fail me..
well.. this morning when i woke up, i received an sms from jiaozhu.. HAIZ. one of her dogs juz died.. haihaihai.. hope she is alright la.. she decided not to go sch today lor.. the feeling muz haf been very bad.. haiz.. this should be the second time she lost a dog already.. i remembered she told me the 1st time she lost her dog was when she was happily enjoying outside and on that fateful morning, she din really pay attention it, which was supposed to be the last time she saw it.. argh. den now another is gone lor.. i come to realise that dog-lovers are really faced with this.. when you decide to keep a dog, you would have to be prepared to let it leave you one day.. but the pain is really great, cos since you decide to keep one, it means u really love it and will shower it wif love n care from young to very old, yes, even when the dog is diagnosed wif cancer and couldnt eat n slp well.. den there will come a period when u realise that the dog is not performing as well and as active as in previous years.. den dog-lovers will come to worry, WHEN will that day come.. the day of departure.. this was someting i read a few years back in the newspapers.. den i realise it is quite true, cos i oso keep a dog at home and i tink i will oso come to understand it one day. And last month i was telling jiaozhu, if anyting happens, muz console each other lor.. cos i realise there arent many other dog-lovers and dog-keepers around.. so, very few ppl will understand how is it like to lose a dog.. (lose as in lost its life la).. i juz hope jiaozhu wun feel so depressed la.. life still goes on..
"WHO SAYS YOU CAN'T DO IT" ----------->> a phrase that the principal gave today...
Yes, everyone can and i can, too.
人生是黑白的.
6:03 PM <3
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