today was another pop training day at BG.. basically did up the parade, and did some dry runs, to make everyone clear of wad they r supposed to do on the actual day.. well.. tink the parade was quite ok la, but the lower sec's marching was still errrrrrrr not very gd yet.. hMm. but no time to train them le.. haix. c how lor.. mayb on that day itself will haf miracle??
today the weather played on us lor. really sickening de. it rained, so we had to get the cadets to take shelter. den suddenly the rain was less heavy, so we got them out, den it increased intensity again.. argh. and this cycle happened for like 3 other times lor. den we decided to dismiss the sec 1s, and immediately, the rain stopped. wad the...
den lunch went LJS, den haha, din noe the cadets r all dere oso. hMm. so after lunch, went back BG again to help the sec 3s with their fancy drill.. well.. actually vin n i played a trick on them la.. say we already took bus and reached somewhere far away liao.. cos actually they went back themselves, wanting to open the np room to take rifles.. but mrsliew say muz haf a ci around to supervise.. so actually they were quite despo la.. haha. so despo that they were even willing to pay for my 'taxi fare' back and oso a meal. hmm.. c them having such enthusiasm oso quite pleased la, though only 4 of them.. but well, not bad le la.. den vin n i oso taught them some basics of fancy drill lor.. lol, and some of them dun dare to throw rifle.. haha. and YA.. one of the rifles dropped and a part broke...!!! ok take it that i nv see anyting ahhh!!! hmm but hope they can quickly master the fancy drill n put up a gd show on 8thjuly05 ya?
and yea, today finally book tickets for genting trip le.. not bad not bad, got 7 ppl confirmed going.. 3 guys 4 gals, including me, yx, roy, mok, jen, horsey, rach.. quite looking forward to it lehh.. esp its straight after the damn jct.. argh. tinking of jct makes me feel stressed la, cos i surely cant finish the syllabus lor, even if i spend 12 hrs everyday now.. haiz. but i dun wanna get poor grades leh, cos actually until now in my 2nd year, ive not performed up to expectations yet.. argh.. performance anxiety is stressing me out la.. ok. i shall work hard now, get thru the jct, and enjoy my genting trip ya?? i shall play host to the 6 of them, cos i tink im most experienced in genting.. can say i Grew up dere lor.. lol. not exaggerating ya? and oh ya.. i owe horsey 100 bucks cos of the trip.. hee. ok, let her be totally broke for 3 more days oso not doing her harm rite.. hope can remember returning her the money on mon..
guess today i shall mug overnite!!!! cos tmr still muz go malaysia visit relatives.. THIS IS SO SIAN DE LO. I REALLY DUN WANNA GOOOOOOO.. but wad to do?? everytime they jio me go, i ALWAYS haf excuses and reasons to make myself dun go.. den this time, my dad wans me to go liao.. argh.. go dere really sian diao lor.. cos i haf no one to tok to.. my cousins?? ALL GIRLS LO.. and ALL SO YOUNG. diaoz. den the adults.. all tok their own stuffs.. everytime leave me rotting at the seat for the whole day.. so most prob i shall go dere and sleeeeeep. thats y today muz mug mug mug until im REALLY REALLY exhausted.. so that tmr can go slp all the way.. den can counter my boredness.. aiya, should i trust myself? im always like that la, say wanna do sumthing den in the end wun carry out de.. so i wun be surprised if i dun even touch my notes n slp early tonite.. but wadever it is.. going malaysia really sucKk.. only going Genting doesn't ya? :))
ok. so much for today.. and wanna thank my sec 3 nco, TH, for helping me regarding the blog.. hee.~
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