looks like i just broke my promise.. hai..
im supposed to be away for 5 days without online-ing de.. but after one full day of mugging yesterday, i cant take it.. I NEED to come online.. if not will haf discomfort.. so.. ya.. broke promise once again.. looks like i can never never follow wad i plan lor.. it will always end up wif nothing..
and ya.. juz give me half an hour of online time.. and i really need to FA-XIE and let out steam and get everyting off my chest...................................................
today was first day of jct.
had a 3-hr PHYSICS paper first ting in the morning.
tink i really really die already.
gosh. all the days of mugging.. doesnt that exchange for a better performance???
MCQ was tough in the 1st place, but the CARELESS ME still contribute to more wrong answers..
den the essay qtn.. really regretted chooosing the wrong qtn.. in the end, so many blanks la..
the entire paper.. got so so so so so many blanks..die
ok now the ting is, i dun wanna fail physics. thats it. its over.
den in the afternoon, took the gp paper.
essay was ok, but duno outcome la.
den compre was real tough. duno wad to say..
the tutors r really out to kill..
n the ting is, im one of the killed ones..
but relative to physics in the morning, the gp seems better.
but still, today i died twice already..
having completed 2 out of 5 papers, im still 60% away from my genting trip. but, i really wanna go enjoy wif a peace of mind lor. today experienced 2 failed wars alraedy. how abt the next 3? i really duno..
but well, i wun go n dwell on tings that had happened and beyond my control. so after letting it out here and after going offline, i wun tink of today anymore...
gdbye to 27june05..
人生是黑白的.
7:06 PM <3
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